May 29 – Birds and Trees Explain Things to Me*

Within the fire and out upon the sea
Crazy man Michael was walking
He met with a raven with eyes black as coals
And pretty soon they were a-talking.

— Fairport Convention, Crazy Man Michael (Liege and Lief, 1969)


The voices of the river valley are the Buddha’s wide and long tongue,
The form of the mountains is nothing other than his pure body.
Through the night, eighty-four thousand verses.
On another day, how can I tell them to others?

— Su Shi


This week I was able to perch on my doorstep and sit Zazen.  Although ostensibly alone, close by are an old oak, some sweet chestnuts, a birch tree and, by the sounds they were making, a whole host of birds of many different species including tits, thrushes and wood pigeons.    

During the current situation, many people have found solace in their permitted daily walk in nature.  And even before coronavirus was a word on anyone’s lips, walking in the woods was a balm to many people in need of a place to let go of their worries for a while, and even find themselves again.  In Japan, the practice of forest bathing (shinrin-yoku) is testimony to this idea.  Trees ask nothing of us, and all the while radiate a sense of stillness and ease born of often hundreds of years being rooted to the same place. Continue reading

April 16 – spring growth

O
Out of a bed of love
When that immortal hospital made one more move to soothe
The cureless counted body,
And ruin and his causes
Over the barbed and shooting sea assumed an army
And swept into our wounds and houses,
I climb to greet the war in which I have no heart but only
That one dark I owe my light,
Call for confessor and wiser mirror but there is none
To glow after the god stoning night
And I am struck as lonely as a holy marker by the sun.

No
Praise that the spring time is all
Gabriel and radiant shrubbery as the morning grows joyful
Out of the woebegone pyre
And the multitude’s sultry tear turns cool on the weeping wall,
My arising prodigal
Sun the father his quiver full of the infants of pure fire,
But blessed be hail and upheaval
That uncalm still it is sure alone to stand and sing
Alone in the husk of man’s home
And the mother and toppling house of the holy spring,
If only for a last time.

— DylanThomas ‘Holy Spring’


It is now mid-April, and spring is well underway. I heard the first bee of the year yesterday, as it hummed busily past my window, and leaves are rapidly greening the birch tree just outside.

In many ways it seems odd that nature is continuing as usual while we struggle with what is going on in the human world, but why would it be otherwise? Spring is nothing more than a continuation of the cycle of life and death, a cycle which very much includes the outbreak of new strains of disease. What is currently happening to human beings has been experienced by countless other species before and doubtless will do again. We are not special but just another part of the biological struggle to exist and propagate ourselves. Continue reading

March 9 – meadowland

Stretching between the small market town of Bakewell and Buxton Spa, the A5 is one of Britain’s more attractive roads. It follows the course of the River Wye, sandwiched between the downs and meadows of the Derbyshire Dales. Halfway between the two towns is a steep limestone hillside which rises sharply from the road, tumbling down to the Monsal Trail and Miller’s Dale to the north.  Its fields are interwoven with the dry-stone walls typical of Yorkshire and Derbyshire, marking out enclosures and lending the whole area a picturesque feel that so endears it to tourists from outlying cities.

From 1992 and 1994, I spent three summers as a biology PhD student in the Peak District National Park.  This meadow hillside of Priestcliffe Lees National Nature Reserve was my research site, and some quarter of a century on my bond with the area remains undiminished.

A close up of a hillside

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Miller’s Dale viewed from Priestcliffe Lees


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